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Today was a day mixed with joy and grief.  I loved a man the best I could.  It wasn't enough.  I realize that it was not about me not being enough, good enough, not giving enough.  Being with someone who cannot trust in love, in the process of love, cannot see any brilliance standing in front of him, is hard.  I believe that I am enough just the way I am.  The tough part is watching/loving someone who does not feel that about themselves.  It's like watching someone die.  And I know that letting go is letting God.  I have faith that what I cannot do, God can.  I love you..Sharon

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