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My own Victimhood

I have an excuse for everything.  I cannot write because I have no talent.  I have so much to share but who would really listen.  I am not smart so what would I really have to say.  Victimhood was taught to me by mommie dearest.  My son had to be the one to really love me enough to call me on it.  I have never been able to see my worth.  Although I have helped hundreds of people change their lives, I have hung on to old lies taught to me by drowning people who could not love me. I raised a great son and in my thinking then I have served my purpose.  In light of a recent occurrence in our community, a dear loved one took their own life, I contemplated that CHOICE we all have.  I contemplated that choice as a one of freedom from pain and why could I not make that choice.  In that cry to understand why that seemed to be a valid choice I cried out to a few loved ones to discuss this. As I turned to these conversations I found love.  I found the one person who kne