Gut- Wrenching Love I just listened to Jason Mraz’s song “Love is Still the Answer”. I cried. My heart wept and my eyes did a lot of leaking. My heart is open wide. And I remembered love. Big Love. I witnessed in the video all kinds of crazy, romantic, sexy, creative God-like love of beaches, nature, clouds, baby’s feet, sharing, a wedding, Gay love, Straight love, love of our children, painting, yoga, music, dancing, playfulness, ice-skating, biking, ballet, fireworks , old age love…well, you get the gist. You should watch. You too will cry and remember that love is still the answer. I am here to share that there was a moment in my life when I chose a different kind of love. It’s the kind of love that is gut wrenching. It’s the kind of love that you have to dig down deep into your worn torn heart and find the courage to do the right thing, to choose love. November before the Pandemic hit, I found my husband, whom I had just married two months pri
Truth Will Set You Free - one way or another! I am so happy that my outlook in life is always finding the truth and being grateful that we teach “the truth will always bubble to the top”. I knew that David and I had struggled hard to keep moving forward in our lives together. We worked diligently forward every day. The brilliant part it that the truth will always be revealed. He loved me but really desired someone his own age. Nothing wrong with that. I wanted someone my own age. It caused me great pain to never really bond the way a real couple is supposed to. I had that kind of passionate love in my past and it was painful living without it no matter how wonderful we became to each other. When the truth comes sometimes for you both to finally stop living a lie because we don’t want to lose the perceived safety we both have and a great life we have - the truth can be very messy, devastating, sweep you off your feet, knock you sideways and terrorize your safety.