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Can people be a gift? 


This growing, stretching and learning stuff is awesome and sometimes painful.  I sail along sometimes in life and do really well and then.....I get triggered.  I always remember that the trigger is a gift.  But while you are in the thick of things, it's not always instant gratitude.  POOP.

I just want to remember daily that I would not be me if it weren't for every percieved "bad" happening in my life.  I don't believe in the duality of things.  I really have always belived that everything is a gift to call me to my potential. I belive in the singleness of purpose in every happening.  God is in everything.  God is Law and love would never give me anything if it was not for my highest good.  If I keep hitting the same roadblocks, then I am not listening to the lesson that is in it for me. 

I have learned something that is the most valuable lesson for me in life.  It is this thing called letting in love.  I discovered that unless I am willing to let others, who are not blinded and bloodied by their own pain, help me then I cannot do it on my own. They can help me see things I cannot see about myself. 

But you have to know who to go to.  People who are on the same path to live a life of loved, loving and responsible.  People who dedicate thier life to being so honest and loving, that they can see other's flaws clearly and lovingly.  In Real Love they are called wise people.  And I am grateful for them in my life. 

I am grateful for Martin to show me where I was stuck in parts of my life
I am grateful for Greg Baer for showing me real principles that have changed my life
I am grateful for the universe showing me what I was called to do
I am grateful to all the people in my life who love me
I am grateful for my son who kicks me in the pants to get up and go sometimes
I am grateful today for my parents who love me in a way I could never explain

I am loved
I am loving
and I am responsible

and getting better at it every day............

I love you, Sharon

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