Today was a day mixed with joy and grief. I loved a man the best I could. It wasn't enough. I realize that it was not about me not being enough, good enough, not giving enough. Being with someone who cannot trust in love, in the process of love, cannot see any brilliance standing in front of him, is hard. I believe that I am enough just the way I am. The tough part is watching/loving someone who does not feel that about themselves. It's like watching someone die. And I know that letting go is letting God. I have faith that what I cannot do, God can. I love you..Sharon
Gut- Wrenching Love I just listened to Jason Mraz’s song “Love is Still the Answer”. I cried. My heart wept and my eyes did a lot of leaking. My heart is open wide. And I remembered love. Big Love. I witnessed in the video all kinds of crazy, romantic, sexy, creative God-like love of beaches, nature, clouds, baby’s feet, sharing, a wedding, Gay love, Straight love, love of our children, painting, yoga, music, dancing, playfulness, ice-skating, biking, ballet, fireworks , old age love…well, you get the gist. You should watch. You too will cry and remember that love is still the answer. I am here to share that there was a moment in my life when I chose a different kind of love. It’s the kind of love that is gut wrenching. It’s the kind of love that you have to dig down deep into your worn torn heart and find the courage to do the right thing, to choose love. November befo...
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